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I'm horrible at talking about my feelings. I can never put them into words. -depends on who i'm talking to.
I can't stay focused for long periods of time. I get distracted really easily.
I'm really bad at "small talk" conversations.
I love it when I don't expect my day to be anything special, but then it turns out to be amazing.
I have a weird fascination with disasters/school shootings. I don't like them, obviously, but I find them interesting.
I've had surgery before.- only minor ones :)
I usually don't like new situations. I get really uncomfortable in them.
I always try to get my own way about things. -always
My mom hates my boyfriend.
I've come to realize that I'm a really selfish person.
Recently I've done something that was incredibly horribly boring.
I always seem to be thinking about the past or the future.
Today I did my hair differently than I usually do.
I've been to a professional sporting event before.
I'm a HUGE fan of a certain sports team.
If I'm having a bad hair day, I'm having a bad day in general.
When I have my period, I always use tampons. I can't stand pads.
I've been to the doctor recently.
Lately I only look cute if there's some reason behind it, like going out.
When I'm getting ready to go out, I change my outfit a zillion times before I leave.
I've done that thing where I feel like my outfit is cute when I'm leaving the house, then when I'm gone, I think it's hideous.
I almost unconsciously compare my body to other people's, like, seeing if I'm skinnier or fatter than them.
I always remember unimportant little details about things.
I either care too much, or don't care enough. There isn't an in-between with me.
I have an issue with wanting to control things.
I hate lying, but I can be a really convincing liar.
When I get nervous I start shaking.
I talk about people behind their back, but it's nothing I won't say to their face.
I haven't eaten very much today.
I haven't been on Myspace in months.
If I don't feel strongly about something, I can be pressured into doing things really easily.
I haven't changed my layout on Xanga in a long time.
I can't read something if I'm not interested in it.
It's really obvious to other people when I feel uncomfortable.
I'd rather wear loose clothes than skin tight clothes.
I don't sleep in my bra.
I've never gone on a vacation over Spring Break.
One of my grandparents is really technology savvy.
I could not care less about Twilight or any other vampire movies/books/TV shows.- like seriously, shut the fuck up about edward cullen.
I hate returning things.
I feel so much better about myself when I do my hair and makeup.
I never think before I speak, then I end up having to apologize for what I said.
I say "I'm sorry" way too much for my own good.
Middle school was a miserable experience for me.
I barely ever get alone time, so when I do it's a big deal for me.
I'd much rather sleep with someone than by myself.
I don't know how to react when people cry. It's like I freeze up.
I know a lot of young girls who are pregnant right now.
I'm usually early. I don't like being late, and it bugs me when other people are late.
I never use IM or email anymore.
There are so many songs that remind me of one specific person. - ughhhh i wish they didn't :(
I have friends lock on my Xanga cause I'm paranoid that someone I know is gonna find it.
I can't stand the sound of dripping water.
I've never understood why people think that pencil tapping is so annoying.
I can't decide what career I want to pursue.
I'm a good judge of character, for the most part.
I can't stand being disappointed about things. It tears me apart.
I don't care about crying in front of other people. It doesn't bother me.
I don't like those days where I can tell it's gonna be a bad day within 10 minutes of waking up.
I won't have sex if I don't feel pretty.
I'm the biggest sucker for sweet talking.
I'm a DOORMAT. I let people walk all over me.
I've lied about my age before.
I like the feeling of being really nervous/worried about something, then finding out you had nothing to worry about and breathing a huge sigh of relief.
I know a little bit of a foreign language, but not enough that it actually counts.
My mom has always been the more strict parent.
I can't sleep without a pillow.
I listen to music in foreign languages even though I can't understand it.
I hate it when someone says "We need to talk" over the phone or through texting.
I'm pretty open minded. I'll try almost anything.
There's one "political issue" that I keep changing my opinion of.
I've never done an illegal drug other than weed.-damn i wish this was true. like you have no fucking idea how much i wish that.

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